What else?

Breathe

2012-02-04T23:56:00.001+08:00

It's February already. Oh great. It simply means we're a month closer to Os. And as every week end, we are a week closer to our first paper. Not to mention spa. I'm feeling really tired. ): Mentally, and physically. I don't really need all the additional problems from my "friends". Really, just shut the fuck up and get on with life. You're not the only person facing that kind of problem. And, please. Stop being an owl. I don't need 1 in my life. I hate 2-face bitches. Those extreme ones. They really need to get a life.

I'm having this mental breakdown (you know, like the things won't go your way, and you're feeling helpless and there's no Prince Charming to save you) and I've no one to turn to. I've someone in mind, but I believe she has her own problems to handle.

I've enough of you and your goddamn attitude. I want to stab you. Die bitch.

Stop it already

2012-01-31T00:55:00.001+08:00

I NEED A DAMM BREAK FROM ALL THE SHIT IM FACING. DAMN IT ALRIGHT. DAMMIT.

Past midnight

2012-01-31T00:54:00.001+08:00

It's almost 1am, and I'm still awake. And I've yet finish my homework and do my NYAA booklet. Sigh, 24 hours is defo not enough for me. I need more.

SO LAZY TO ARRANGE THEM IN ORDER.

2012-01-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

CNY 2012

2012-01-24T21:39:00.001+08:00

CNY celebration on Friday. Spammed photos with Poon's DSLR. cause I still don't have my memory card back. /: Anyways, had so much fun eating chocolates and wrapping hampers. AND GUESS WHAT, 4/3 WON. <3 I'm so happy I can hardly contain my excitement! I mean, with almost half the class gone, with impromptu plans, we can actually win the most creative award. Well, credits to my whole class especially the art-ly inclined kids, Beatrice and Yuri and Sarah for buying all the goodies! Big thank you! ^^ Headed out, supposedly to some warehouse to look for a nice drumset, but in the end cause of late dismissal and the sudden downpour, we lepaked at bugis mos instead. It was fun, well considering the fact that we were cam-whoring and eavesdropping on the few Japanese woman sitting beside us gossiping about us. HAHA, THEY THOUGHT WE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND. Yup, that's all. It's school tomorrow! YAYE TO STUDYING. -.- OH, JJ LIN GOT A NEW ALBUM AND I HEARD ZAC IS WITH TAYLOR NOW. Hopefully they're a cute couple. If not Taylor will write a song and criticize Zac. HAHAHA

IKEA FOOD.

2012-01-15T13:53:00.004+08:00

As promised! Ikea photos are up! :D HAHA,

Anyways, I need to make an effort to attempt on my homework. Because it's good to try and not wait for model answers.

And the part where I had surgery, it's bleeding again. After 2 months. ):

MEATBALLS,

I like!

VERY NICE.

Looks nice, but taste like shit.

The meatball that got lost.

THE FINAL CALL.

2012-01-13T23:25:00.005+08:00

Our final CCA fair in St Margs! Honestly, this year's fair isn't quite as fun as previous years. Stood out from the whole school because we were the only CCA we were not wearing CCA shirt. HAHA. Sec 2s don't have them. -.- But anyways, still had lots of fun with my dearest section mates and my friends and my seniors who came back! Screw up sock hop, but I don't really care. Nobody was listening to it anyways. Didn't take a lot of pictures cause I was guarding my instrument. HAHA, oh wells. Spammed afterwards. As you can see. Headed to ikea afterwards. Lazy to post up the ikea photos now. Shall do it some other day. This post is dedicated to CCA fair.

LOVELOVELOVE

SARAH WENT FOR TUITION, LIM AN DISAPPEARED.

2012-01-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

Listening to my brother talk about JC is fun. <;

IM SO TIRED, I THOUGHT I DIED.

2012-01-04T05:51:00.001+08:00

Zero motivation to keep going if not for my friends. New responsibility, new requirements. Trust me, I'll do my best to be a responsible class leader.

FUCK YEAH

2012-01-01T12:51:00.001+08:00

GOOD BYE 2011, HELLO 2012!

Summing up 2011.

2011-12-29T23:55:00.004+08:00

I know I shouldn't be awake at this hour. But, before I lose the chance to do so, I want to sum up the year 2011 before it ends and becomes a faint memory.

2011 haven't exactly been a fantastic year. It was pretty okay in the beginning before things started to get really bad around September/November. Things didn't improve as time passed. In fact it got worse. ): Sometimes I feel a little annoyed by whatever that happened. I mean, how is it possible for so many bad things to happen one after another. It's never ending. Well, I just hope all will end as 2011 ends.

Anyways, on a brighter side of life. I'm really grateful to all my friends who stuck next to me through thick and thin, listening to my troubles and comforting me and encouraging me. Or simply, BY EXISTING IN MY LIFE. I bet without you guys, I won't be able to survive this 12 terrible months. HAHA, to be nice, I shall list out some of the names. In no particular order: Eunice, HuiYin, my beloved 4 seniors (XiaoYin, Bernice, Faith and YuWei), JAZZ (Julia, Angeline and Zaneta), Sarah, Carina, Lim An, Amaris, Aminah, YongWei, AhBel. There's more, but my eyes are like painful now so I shall skip it and continue with my life story. :P

So, as 2011 ends, I hope 2012 will a better year for me, my family and my friends. I will treasure all the moments I'm gonna have as a band member and a student in St Margs. My last camp (but eew, Adam Khoo), my last CCA fair, my last concert (Polka!VI), my last year.

I wish it'd all just stop,

or at least slow down.

LEE KH = FOO KH

2011-12-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL NOW. MS LEE KH IS MY CO-FORM! YAYEEEEE, <3 YES, YOU CAN SEE HOW HIGH I AM RIGHT NOW. NOW PRAYING HARD THAT SS TEACHER WILL BE ATK, EHUMAN WILL BE BOBBY, AND PURE WILL BE A BETTER TEACHER. AND OF COURSE MR KOH BETTER TEACH ME POA. I'LL REALLY DROP IF IT'S HO. ):

It was so hard to talk, I really dislike awkward silence.

I'm just a nobody.

I wonder what happen.

2011-12-27T22:34:00.001+08:00

I backspaced everything I typed just now. But oh wells. {: I'm a ninja. ^^

Exhaustion.

2011-12-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Exhaustion is just the starting. Wait till I feel like giving up. Just like how the whole world is collapsing. Before I close my eyes and open it hours later, I just wanna shout out to all my readers. I love you guys. Thanks for reading. xx,

2011-12-19T22:25:00.001+08:00

Thinking way too much right now. I wonder if it's healthy for me. Haha, okay lar. You know, whoever's out there reading what I'm writing, you know what? Sometimes I wonder if going to St Margs was a right choice for me. /: sometimes I think it's the best school you can ever go to. Because of the people you meet there. They simply complete my life. Like best friends? They understand how I feel and they make me happy. But at the same time, you meet someone you thought is your best friend. Someone who can be in your life forever. But it turns out that the person didn't last long. Other then all the people, there's bound to be one person who is like the sweetest you can ever find. she understands your pain, joy and everything and she thinks the same way like you do. But apparently, you didn't learn to appreciate her and let her out of your life. and there's nothing you can do but wallow in self-pity and keep thinking about how things would turn out if you didn't let her leave. Keep thinking why the hell did you think she'd be like the person who found new friends and left you.

Ah, wtf is wrong with me. /: I promise after this year, I'll not think about all these again. I'll bury myself with work and stress.

But meanwhile, I just wanna tell you guys, how much I appreciate your existence in my life. Be it good or bad. I love you all.

Is it snowing yet?

2011-12-19T16:36:00.001+08:00

It's mid of December already. The anticipated rainy days are here. Which means there might be floods at Bukit Timah and flash floods at Orchard. And meanwhile, while every other kid in Singapore is enjoying their holiday in other countries, I'm here blogging in my house at the coffee table. Facing my hols homework. Which unfortunately only had my name on it. Oops. And an update to Singapore kids in other countries, it's freezing cold here in SINGAPORE because of the rain and cold wind. I'm freezing my ass off here while typing this shit. Sense the irony.

Oh god, why am I blogging when I've tons of work left and it's 2 weeks to 2012. I got to be kidding with my pathetic life.

Okay lar. Enough with my 烂 English. 我是个华人。再过五个月，我就要在礼堂做我的华文卷子。其实，我非常期待O水准考试的到来。我看，我应该是被功课避疯了。 

Goodbye freedom.

2011-12-14T20:50:00.005+08:00

Today will be the last day of my freedom before I live to regret everything. So, I'll take this time to blog every single thing that happened yesterday and today. (:

13/12/2011, Tuesday Sunny

It was my sister's birthday yesterday. Headed to USS for a celebration with my parents and my cousin. Had lots of fun (obviously) there. The rides were just awesome! HAHA, although I screamed like a szb during the rides. And I look demonic in the photos. -.- I swear those stupid ah bengs and ah lians who saw the photos were laughing their ass off. Sat the new Transformers 4D ride. It's like the BEST 4D ride ever! The effects were super real and it's really as if I was inside the whole scene. It's defo a must go ride! Spent a bomb yesterday. So this means, I need to cut cost. (oh great, I just spent like a lot of money today) Sigh, but seriously, how can a day not be good when it's filled with fun, laughter and roller coasters. (:

14/11/2011, Wednesday Rainy

Head to school today for self practice and preperation for percssion ensemble for Polka!VI. I didn't know we were actually gonna compose our own ensemble. Pretty good idea. I hope Ms Chong allows. (She better) Anyway, will be playing Bongos and Congas (if plan not changed) for the self-composed ensemble. Guess what! I will need to come up with my own 4-bar solo and to fit in for the entire song. This is gonna be tough! Cause there's hardly any Bongos or Congas in percussion ensembles. I hope inspiration strike fast. I need time to do my other stuff too! After (a much rather failed) self-prec session, went to town with Zaneta (@Camuika camuika.bs.com) and KaiYing. Went to HMV first to hunt for their CDs. It was a rather sad trip cause we couldn't find it. /: Sigh, I hope they manage to find it soon. (: Had lunch at some ramen store. Haha, to be honest, I think it was quite a rip off. I mean, the soup was nice but overall it wasn't exactly what I expected after hearing how Zaneta commented on the food. /: And the food cost a bomb. Shall not eat there again. (Oops) After, MinHui joined us and we lepak at our secret hideout after shopping at diaso. Sadly MinHui had to leave at 4, so we went to catch a movie! Okay, I might not be an expert on giving reviews about movies, but this movie (to me) is really touching and nice.

So the story has taught me about setting new year resolutions and actually fulfilling them. (Michelle Pfeiffer and Zac Efron [Ingrid and Paul]) It also taught me that promises should be kept. (Sarah Jessica Parker and Josh Duhamel [Kim and Sam]) But most importantly, (I didn't memorize the entire speech) I think the speech made by (aiya, she followed the script, but whatever) Clarie Morgan [Hilary Swank] has spoke the words of many. Well, it actually kinda express what I've always wanted to say.

HAHA, OKAY, I REALLY BUAY TAHAN WITH MY ENGLISH SIA. The story was super touching at the end. The father and daughter was just )': I cried ah! And KaiYing passed me a tissue. Haha, it was quite joke. I really enjoyed myself. I love my darlas! <3 I hope I can spend more time with you guys! HAHA, I love the movie. (Although a lot of people disagree)

Alright, I guess its GOODBYE FREEDOM, HELLO TORTURE.

My sissy is so cute.

I like this drink. (:

TRASFORMERS

THE SUPER RIP OFF RAMEN

THE TICKET!

I FOUND THE BISCUITS!!!!

BETTER THAN IMPACT.

An account

2011-12-12T17:42:00.003+08:00

19 more days to 2012. And I've yet done anything. An account on the amount of work I've to do before this 19 days go by before my very eyes. Let's just start with HOMEWORK. Oh geez.

Bio TYS. and yeah, it's the whole lot chapters taught this year ONLY.
Summary on chapter Air for Chemistry. Never noticed that there's actually a chap called air.
English book review. And boy, are the teachers smart. They have questions we need to follow in order to complete our reviews.
The killer 50 vocabulary list to fill up.
Chinese email. This includes a book to be read.
A Chinese compo. WITH NO QUESTION GIVEN. -.-
A Chinese paper 2.
Practice Chinese Oral online? (hahaha, joke.)
Chinese newspaper reflection.

And haha, I didn't mention that I've to practice EMath and do some reading up. /: Now, for some other things.

Self practice/ practice for percussion ensemble for Polka!VI
Christmas cards for my friends

And, all I've is 19 days.

Farewell 2011

2011-12-10T14:04:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I last gave a decent post filled with a lot of pictures. HAHA, I didn't take a lot of photos. Oops, cause I was having fun okay! Farewell was super duper fun! Well, it's because my section was like super zai can? Make up and everything. I looked like a gypsy + mad woman. HAHA, a product of Zaneta. Defo not gonna put the photo of me with make-up here. I might scare the bejesus out of you. {; So in the end, we won the best dressed section and also won the night games for band camp earlier on. Talk about enthusiasm. Percs is full of it. PLUS, we are all damn passionate. Haha. Really. <: Okay. Let the photos do the talking.

Presents for Seafood and Tomyam. I always do stuff half-way. ):

I think MinHui likes to take my unglam photo.

My seafood and tomyam. ^^

MATONG!! ♥

YingYing! ♥

My family portrait. ♥

SMSB's angel. ♥

a little insecure,

2011-12-06T16:16:00.003+08:00

Do you have the feeling where everything just goes wrong for you. And you don't know how to deal with it and so you started venting your anger on someone else.

Okay, that kinda happened to me just now. But it wasn't entirely MY fault, I'd say. Firstly, it started with the stupid shoes. My maid went to wash my old pair, the one I was gonna to throw away rather than the converse shoes which had been there for ages. Rotting. Period. So I wore my new converse shoes, which was an unbelievable size 6. I thought my feet was totally crushed under that tiny pathetic space. What was adding on to the anger in me was I bloody waited for 2 hours straight just to pull out 1 pathetic stitch left in my mouth. Yes, 2 hours. I thought I died if not for Zaneta saving me by texting me. Oh anyways, get well soon affair. xx And I went in for less than 5 mins. LESS '>' THAN 5 FREAKING MINUTES. I could have actually went for band practice if I didn't have to wait for 2 hours. Bloody bunch of liars. So after dental which was 12 noon (wtf right?) I went straight to Bugis feeling happy cause I get to see my section mates. WHO KNOWS WALAU. I was damn pissed okay. I was so pissed I went home. Yeah, so here I am now, ranting in front of a screen, wishing someone can actually understand how I feel.

Okay, so my part now. I'm sorry that I didn't have that LITTLE more patience to wait, but hey. If you guys were in my shoes and YES I MEAN LITERALLY SHOES, I guess you guys would have stomped off in less than 30 mins of waiting. So I guess it's, SEE YOU ON THURDAY.

Oh, and being a complete bad ass, as usual. I didn't buy anything for the seniors farewell. Not even for Seraphina. Cause I'm a little broke recently. So maybe, MAYBE ONLY, I might go to diaso tomorrow and buy something nice and handmake for the seniors whom, actually mean something to me. (Just like last year) Okay, I'm so tired, and my feet is still aching like an ass. I should go and have fun on tumblr. OH. I HOPE I CAN STILL EXCHNGE MY SHOES. I REALLY NEED LIKE 2 SIZE BIGGER OR SOMETHING. /:

If only misunderstandings never existed.

Since 2011

2011-12-02T15:30:00.001+08:00

Since the start of 2011 I've

Gotten a new piercing

Dyed my hair.

Ended a relationship.

Started a new relationship.

Been on a long a car journey.

Passed an exam.

Have someone who’s now an important part of my life.

Cried on someone’s shoulder.

Had a massive fight with a boy/girlfriend.

Received flowers.

Had a Valentine.

Written a letter using pen & paper.

Gone to see a therapist.

Been prescribed medication by a doctor.

Read a really good book.

Gone to the zoo.

Spent too much money on unnecessary things.

Traveled by train.

Cried over a member of the opposite sex.

Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan.

Slammed a door out of frustration.

Had an anxiety attack.

Babysat for a friend’s child.

Had a BBQ.

Gone to the fair.

Gone bowling.

Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.

Gone on a date.

Been the only sober one on a night out.

Helped someone home after they had been drinking.

Stayed up all night.

Talked on the phone for over two hours.

Supported someone who’d received bad news.

Watched some kind of live sporting event.

Read an entire book in one day.

Bought a DVD the day it was released.

Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.

Cried as a result of exam stress.

Met some incredible new people.

Gone to great parties.

Fallen backwards off a chair.

Broken my glasses.

Worn a watch for the first time in years.

Cried over someone in my past.

Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.

Thrown up.

Cried over a film.

Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.

Fought with someone in public.

Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

MIX HITS

2011-11-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Apprehensive or what. But I kinda like this week. All the freedom and all. But of course, this week had been a rather eventful week for this year.

I wish it'd all just slow down, or stop

Sleepless night

2011-11-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

Feeling a little sleepy. But shall have a short post before I turn in for the day. And I just realize, I can't yawn. Cause right now, my mouth is hurting the hell out of me. ):

Anyways, this week haven't been a nice week. Not at all. A couple of misfortunes happen. And it's not exactly very nice. My 二姑 fell, and broke her arm, I went through this minor op and is going through hell right now, my 外婆 pass away so my parents and my sissy rush back to China. Now my 大姑 fell and injure her arm. What else do you want? Things will never be the same again. I can feel it in my guts. I really can't imagine how things will be like. My mum will forever be in her grumpy mood. I've something against my dad. My cousin is leaving next Sunday and she won't be back until Christmas. And guess what, when she leaves, it'll be band break. Oh, what am I suppose to do when she's not around?

Sometimes, life is unfair, but we've got to learn to deal with it.

-

2011-11-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

Remember the time when everything was okay...

Then suddenly, it seems like the world is over.

I'd tell you I miss you,

2011-11-20T00:17:00.007+08:00

Have been too lazy to pen down my thoughts on my handwritten diary. So decided to type it here, before the memories, unfortunately fades away as time pass. Eventful weeks. I don't even know which words can describe my mood + feelings. -.- haha, but time was defo well spent with Zaneta and my kids. {:

Last day of school was gross. Visited the anatomy museum at NUH. Saw the grossest body parts ever. Preserved since 1967. /: yuck. And WeiWei wasn't in a good mood. ): so no picture taken.

Sigh,Subsequent weeks was bad. Band had never been so boring and sian before. The polka songs are nice but I just can't feel that feeling whenever we play. Yeah, I miss that feeling ): been going through a series of bullshit and let's see. It's kinda of affecting me indirectly. Hate that feeling. I just want the people around me to be happy. Period.

Head to town on Friday and today with Zaneta, Chloe and MinHui. Had fun on both days. Had the time of my life eating before my mouth gets stitched up. :P free sliming session. ;D
Okay, it's midnight already. Going to the wet market with my mum tomorrow. I need sleep.

pictures taken from Zaneta's fb

do you remember the days where things were much simpler?

-

2011-11-14T17:28:00.003+08:00

Hiatus. Till the day I feel like coming back. No reason, just accept it. I'm not a regular blogger anyway.

Have some guts

2011-11-02T17:14:00.001+08:00

School was tiring these days. Wore my band shirt today cause I've no uniform to wear. Pardon me for being so outstanding. ^^ Lessons was boring cause Sarah isn't around. Plus, I've no idea what radian is all about. Darn, /: A couple of tests next week. I'm so screwed please! I doubt I can do well in it. /: But oh wells, it's too soon to know about it. Study camp was fun. Cause my friends made it that way. ^^ Actually looking forward to more sessions.

Anyways, to that lovely girl who loves to hate me so much. Firstly, I'd like to thank you for thinking about me all day and night. Cause if you hate someone, that particular person will probably stay in your head for very long. Secondly, thank you for making me so famous to everyone in the school. I'm not one who wants fame so badly, but since you want to give it to me, I will gladly receive it. (: Thirdly, thank you for letting me know who really care for me. Your tweets insulting/scolding me allowed me to know who really loves me alot. Thank you to those who text me and asked if I was okay. Love you guys. You see, I don't really care what you type about me. The way you scold me or perhaps saying yucks when you see me. As long as I know I'm not that someone you described, I've nothing to fear or to be upset. I really do pity you, the amount of brain cells you killed just to think of how to scold me and all. Sigh, use these brain cells to do something useful to society can? Hehe, have fun.

Oh, I pinky promise everyone I'll start filling my posts with pretty photos. Taking photos is something I enjoy doing very much. ^^ not as a professional photographer but just as a hobby. Okay, I shall charge my camera and snap alot of photos! Enjoy~

Chloe's bday celebration,

2011-10-29T21:51:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Chloe's birthday in advance. Went to Aston's at Cathay for lunch. Yeah, being the pathetic me has no money for a proper lunch, so paid $2 bucks to MinHui and ate her side dish. {: Ehehe, felt like some greedy pig while eating okay! ): Then afterwards, went to some CC for bowling. Haha, thanks to Andrea, all of us had to pay like a few bucks more than what we THOUGHT we had to. Best, she thought it was $3.80 per game, when it was actually PER PERSON. Amg, owed Chloe $7.60 and Min Hui $1.20. Have to pay them by next week. Walau, I like owe the whole world money sia. /: I owe $10 each to boobie and Zaneta. And like $59 to Sarah. T_T What happen to meeeeeeeee!!

Anyways, lessons as per normal for the next 2 weeks, plus I have study camp for Emath. Oh the joy, heading down to gym after some days of the week. I'm gaining like 1000000000000kg. )': need to lose weight and control my eating habits! Feeling super exhausted right now, and I'm forcing myself to read my bio textbook. Shall ko soon!

Don't lie to me momma, i wasn't born yesterday.

What am I waiting for?

2011-10-25T20:48:00.001+08:00

Results are back. Not very satisfying, but there's nothing I can do to get more marks right now. /: Life sucks. That's all I can say. I might be asked to drop my pure sciences cause I'm unable to meet with the criteria to continue taking them for next year. ): damn, pure science is the last, LAST subjects I'd ever want to drop. I mean, I hadn't work so hard last year just to get to combine science. I hadn't come to this school and plan to do badly for Os. No way am I ever gonna let this happen.

Anyways, failed 2 subjects. Combine humanities and Emath. Mdm Teng was really surprise when she knew that I failed. -.- Yeah, she came and talked to me. :O sorry to have disappointed you. I'll work harder okay! I promise! I wanna pass all my subjects by next year mid-year! ^^ I can do it!

Happy day.

2011-10-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

Felt the need to blog about today. Cause it’s simply amazing! Firstly, inter-house games was really fun! Especially when I played for my house. (For the first time) Won during my match but Tolley was last, but nevertheless, had a lot of fun with Carina and Amaris. Sarah pon school! She ah! /:

After was a short, and kinda failed section lunch. -.- Julia wasn’t there to join and we were just sitting and eating and talking about uhmm, something. ^^ HAHA, it was quite fun, then it was band practice. Band practice was screwed. It’s been a while since we all come together for combine practice. The standard dropped again. ): Yes, it’s really sad to know that. But after Ms Chong came, could sense a little improvement. Okay, mainly because ( I think ) the sec 1 juniors weren’t there. Sorry, but their attitude sucks. /: Oh, and the folklore piece sounded like a simpler version of Jericho! I really wanna play Jericho before I graduate from the band! Or maybe, we could play it for our next Polka! With the alumni band! Because it was them who bagged a Gold with that piece. (: Got the schedule. AMG, FOR ONCE I CAN’T WAIT FOR CAMP! I mean, since it’s my last camp as a member, I’m gonna go crazy and have FUN! :D Operation will be during band break. Which is awesome! Haha, won’t go in the details here. (: Talked about THAT THING after band. Sounds really exciting. It’s great to see the whole section doing something together and having fun at the same time. It’s like fulfilling what we promised Bernice’s batch. Keep the section together. Although we might have many disagreements, but we all have a common goal. To have fun in the process of making music, and to play Stormbreak!

Haha, enough about band! Today’s Zac Efron’s and Nat Low’s birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Haha, our fine actor and actress. Have a great week ahead.

Did I tell you how hot Zac Efron is. OKAY, I’M JUST HIGH. Ignore me alright. Dinner at somerset tomorrow with my family to celebrate my brother’s birthday. Yay, I like. ^^ Okay, now to decide what I will do in the afternoon when I’m free. 5 hours to spend. How gosh, how will I survive.

Take me away to January. I'm done with this year,

2011-10-17T14:10:00.008+08:00

I just realized that I got the days kinda mixed up. The last time I blogged was Saturday, and today's Monday. Which means, I'm leaving my house in like 19 mins for dental at NDC. Oh the joy people~ And this also means, school starts tomorrow and so is band resuming. /: No, I'm not exactly upset over CCA, but I've to wake up early and that WE'RE GONNA GET BACK OUR PAPERS. )': I hope I manage to pass ALL my subjects. Hopefully. I need to, for a start. {:

Watched Step Up and The Golden Compass today. Sigh, I wonder when will be the next time I'm able to catch all these nice movies. /: Step Up is nice, as in I like the dance and everything. They've got the power~ After today, I'll need to concentrate back with my studies, this means

Less freedom
Less online time
More homework
More expectations
More stress

Sigh, not sure if I'm able to survive that. But anyways, final lap for you guys. Go seniors, and my cousin. You guys will ace Os. [:

From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;

Life is too short for me to just waste it away. (:

2011-10-15T12:57:00.003+08:00

IT'S TIME FOR SOME SPRING CLEANINGG, [:

My sister's down with stomach flu, am glad that my headache's gone. ^^ Alright, no time to waste. BACK TO WORK. WILL BE BACK REALLY SOON. This reminds me, I've dental tomorrow and because of Zhenna's great procrastination, I've yet read the times magazine. Yeah, 2 issues behind. Oopsie daisy.

MORE MOVIES MORE FUN AND MORE MOVIES

2011-10-14T14:52:00.001+08:00

Hi, being stuck at my Grandma's house alone is so not cool. So, I'm gonna obviously blog about my short hols break so far. {: Life is pretty cool like after examinations. Freedom, and more freedom. Yes, literally.

Tuesday was pretty badly spent. /: I didn't exactly do anything productive except watching HSM2 with really bad quality on youtube. Yes, it's really bad, and the front part was cut short. -.- and I spent the other half of the day lepaking and going to waterfront with my Mum for some jog. ( I was walking and grumbling my way there so... )

Wednesday was so far the best day ever. Went to East Coast park in the afternoon with my best friends! Lim An, Sarah and Carina. A pity Amaris couldn't join us, if not there'll be more fun! Cycled 2 hours straight and it was drizzling. Fun but I ended up really sticky and stinky. ): oh, and got 'Hunted' from Carina. {:

Yesterday was simply amazing. Spent the whole morning watching 3 awesome movies. 500 days of Summer, HSM and The life and death of Charlie St. Cloud. Watched the first two movies to relive the past. Yes, I was still watching the movies as if I have never watched it before. ^^ the last movie was really touching. And yeah, Zac Efron was totally gorgeous. {:

Just finished watching Despicable me. Awesomely cute and touching. IT'S SO FLUFFY, IM GONNA DIEEEEE. Ehehe, that is all. Gonna read the times magazine that came like a week ago? Oops,

I'M BACK.

2011-10-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

As promised,

Look who has already completed her EOY! *raises hand* MEEEEEE~ Ehehe, yup! Just completed my last paper today! (: Finally I can take a break and just relax before headstart and checking of scripts. /:

A couple of things I'd like to do before doomsday reach.

1. Download movies and load it to my iTouch.

2. Start reading the House of Night novel. (:

3. Find new songs for my iTouch!

4. Start buying presents, from overdue birthdays and for seniors.

5. Have funn,

Haha, it's quite cool to actually know that I survived the whole week of exams, but I doubt I will do well for the papers. So, I'm gonna play all I can before my freedom gets 'confiscated' SIGH. Okay, bye. I'm gonna have fun. xx

WAIT FOR MEEEEE

2011-10-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

I'LL BE BACK. 111011,

FMLLLLLLL

2011-10-04T17:26:00.001+08:00

FMLLL, bio and math papers are bitches. One of a kind. I swear I'd jump for joy if I can scrape like about 20 marks for math. /:

I suck

2011-09-18T21:50:00.001+08:00

Apparently, nothing productive was done during this weekend. Yes. NOTHING. /: So much for being motivated on Friday. What bullshit. ): so how. I'm ~~scared~~ , no terrified for not only EOY but for all the upcoming tests. Man, why is sec 3 life so screwed up? Major problem with my Sciences. I NEED EUNICE AND MOMMA. )': my saviors are busy with school work and poly stuff respectively. Oh no, I have to depend on my own now I guess. Which is gonna fail so badly. Oh wells, worth a try.

Sometimes, just sometimes I feel so distant from you. Sorry that I'm just being annoying.

Crash

2011-09-18T07:36:00.001+08:00

It's only been 2 days. Mommaaaaa, ): imy so bad. /:

Finished reading 4/8 books of a house of nights novel. Now, time for some hardcore mugging.

Am I crazy or falling in love?

):

2011-09-15T05:44:00.001+08:00

Bitch ass headache. Killing me.

Survive 2 weeks starting from now. I'm not gonna tell you how much I miss you.

Sep hols

2011-09-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

1. Bio lessons
2. Band CIP
3. Band practice
4. Sec 1 recital
5. Never ending pile of homework
6. Hari Raya gathering at pangsai's house
7. Study date with my seafood, my sec 2 juniors and Zaneta
8. Borderless shopping for books = $50
9. Dental appointments

Now that Sep hols are over, it's time for EOYs. 16 more days to first paper.

Who said Hari Raya Gathering was only for Malays? <:

2011-09-09T11:49:00.004+08:00

Hari Raya gathering at Pangsai's house yesterday! Met a lot of uh, unknown people there. But aiya, don't really care. Saw a few familiar faces though. All from St Margs. [: We're the stmargs family. Say Hi to Nadirah, Janice, Adlin and Aminah's clique. (photos taken from Aminah's mama's facebook page. Credits: Aminah's mama. ) <: Btw, her mama cooks nice food. ^^

Dining table (Nadirah, Aminah, Adlin, me and Aminah's zilian friend)

{Well, Ma'am Nadirah calls him zilian}

Hiding in pangsai's room after lunch.

Hiding from the unknown people from MI. Watching Paul with her. I think Ma Tong is overexcited.

Aminah's clique. SEE, I SAW JANICE.

What's with my awkward smile yesterday? ):

Anyways, sorry for not going for band yesterday. Yes, I'm feeling really bad and everything, but I won't regret not going for our second and last practice for the percussion ensemble. I need a break, and I found that break at pangsai's house. <:

You won't believe this, but I think Ma'am Nadirah's nice. ^^ Try talking back to her, I think you'd rather die.

Turn-offs

2011-09-07T05:40:00.001+08:00

1. Headache. Major pain in the ass.
2. Aunt ruby is here.
3. Awake at this unearthly hour.
4. 1 hour to spend before leaving for plaza sing.
5. Not enough sleep.
6. Angry Zhenna,

We're gonna work this out,

2011-09-04T17:43:00.003+08:00

Amazing attention span. Completed nearly the whole list of homework I've for the September hols. Guess what, it's revision time. <;

We're gonna work work and work this out

We'll make things right, the sun will shine.

Next up

2011-09-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

Everything ended pretty nicely.

1. Fund-raising project

2.Teacher's day performance

Am glad that it's over but at thesame time not looking forward to the next 5 things I've to complete

1.Band CIP on Wednesday

2.Dental Appointment at NUH on Thurday

3.Sec 1 recital

4.CIP Interaction time with Elderly

5. EOY

Received my progress report. Well, failed English. Yet again, but amazed that I managed to scrape a C grade for combine humanities and EMath. From a previous F to a C. That's quite an achievement. (: But I'd still need to work harder and get better results for EOY. I think I dislocated my wrist again! It has never hurt so badly for a long time as long as I can remember. Sigh, I want the pain to go away. ): Alright, need to finish all my holiday assignment. Yeap, so long.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Yours truly;

2011-08-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

yours truly;

All ready and hyped.

2011-08-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

Will our products be as beautiful and mouth-watering like all these?

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye.

2011-07-31T10:41:00.001+08:00

I guess, I'm not happy.

It's just me, From the beginning till the end.

2011-07-30T14:29:00.008+08:00

After all this shit, I still believe the world's a pretty place.

Who's racist?

2011-07-24T11:31:00.006+08:00

It's been ages since I last blogged! Haha, how's life? Band break starts this week! It's gonna be a 2 weeks long break. Time to catch up on my school work and lessons! /: Speech day was TERRIFIC. I get to see all my seniors! <3 Not all, but majority. (: Bernice came back! Yes, she's still her! ^^ Eunice is so small. ): I feel like a giant next to her. But whatever, I miss her so much! Ehehe.

Things isn't going too smoothly for me I guess. Lots of misunderstandings and yes, complications. It's like a never-ending string of problems lined up for me to tackle them one by one. But I guess, going through this 'tough times' will enable me to be a stronger, more resilience, someone with better character.

Having a hair cut later this evening. I can't stand how long and dry my hair is. I need to snip it off. Hopefully I won't regret my decision. It won't be too short, just shoulder length I guess! I'm not use to seeing myself with short hair like primary school. Gonna layer it as well!

I hope this evening will be okay. The stupid misunderstanding will be cleared. It's hard to swallow this accusation without fair trail. /: I wished my mother was a little more understanding.

Ikea meatballs!

Sarah!

YingYing!

Seafood!

Tomyam!

BERNICE!

HUIYIN!

ELZA!

EUNICE!

Outing Percussion 2011

2011-06-08T13:08:00.004+08:00

Percussion outing yesterday. Had tons of fun! :D First went to Plaza Sing to eat Mee Sua (our section food), then crashed the fifth floor. Had fun in the swimming pool with water bombs, and alot of fun before we were chased out of the pool by securities and residents. Flooded the toilet and sauna. Shiok ah. Went around with wet clothes and wow, my fbts were soaking wet and I smelled like chlorine. (Y) Wet uniform and went for dinner! A pity that Alison and Jorine had to go already. Went to Mt Emily or whatever hill you call that. Swing like a little kid. I LOVE THE SWING!!! <3 Sparkles were the best. Practically wasted a whole lot within 10 mins. HAHA, oh yes, I love Percs. <3<3<3<3

The 2 gossip girls,

OUR WATER BOMBSSS

IT WORKED!

Pretty~

JAZZ